-no more

it's a long journey

to your heart and back to mine

so long i doubt i will ever make it

but still i choose to try

walk that path

rocky roads, stormy weathers

just to have a glimpse

of what could become of us

I don't live in guilt.
I live in hurt and pain.
I'm too self-centred, as my coach has told me.
And so, i am.
"you're no longer the popular one i see just a year back. you're now hated"
something of that sort.

who's trying? no one is.
how do i? i can't.

Thoughts fill me each night.
Tears never start flowing.
I've forgotten the meaning of tears,
nor the meaning of joy.

I haven't screwed my life though.
I just need a cry.
But nothing seem to come out.

DANCED- 9:31 PM